Female.

I was using X. I came across several posts of people saying that trans means "not being born in the right body" — which is the worst argument out there. No one is born under the wrong body. Gender dysphoria rises from seeing the body as is. If a male sees his body as a male and it provokes dysphoria — then he might be trans. If a female sees her body as a female and it provokes dysphoria — then she might be trans. But claiming to see oneself as the opposite sex in the mirror is a delusion. It's not real. It's a different issue from gender dysphoria. It should not be treated or labeled as the same thing. I know that when I see myself in the mirror I see a female body — I feel a female body. Denying that will only result in complications and avoidance to treat my body as it should due to my biological reality. Getting too much anesthesia as a female could be deadly — I need to check with a gynecologist — I need to revise for breast cancer — I need to check many other things out there that are simply by being a female/woman. And that's okay. It is what it is. Hormones will only do some things, like maybe make me bald, which I already expected. Basically just a hairy female with a deeper voice than average. And I'm okay with that.

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And on "safe spaces"... Generally, I don't like them. I am extremely proud for not joining any LGBT support group or getting close to allies and such — not even using social media as much really (summary: I knew it would be bad because I watched certain documentaries that got my brain activated and since then have tried to be more active using books or creating stuff myself. Such as learning design, coding and other hobbies). Lesbian spaces or LGBT spaces sound like a nightmare. I never felt the slightest of interest in joining them just for the sake of being exclusively for certain people. It felt like a way to exclude myself from the world and only join a bubble.... ugh, it was/it's certainly not my thing. Besides... I love men and women, so being on lesbian spaces only would not be my thing either.