My babies matter more to me than continuing to take this treatment.

I don't know if I'll get back to it later on after having them — once they're older. But now, I can't proceed with this hormonal changes in my body. I need to find an alternative way to treating gender dysphoria that doesn't rely on turning me into a transman but rather find ways to cope with this mental disorder and helps me with living as a woman, which is what I am.

... I'm so glad I didn't have any surgeries.

... That I was not a trans-activist.

... I'm so glad I have a mother who I want to be like.