I don't belong anywhere...

It's so overwhelming. Everything feels like it's divided as yes/or no. Good or bad. Tiresome. Draining. Exhausting. It's either being: Conservative, anti vaccines, anti change, anti science, super religious Or Liberal, pro every treatment or diagnosis, full on change, atheist There's barely any ambiguity within. Everything feels so emotional. Feels so exaggerated. Sounds too chaotic. Either all of nothing. You're an ally or a complete enemy. It feels trapping. The moment I feel I've found a community, they start with the same behaviors. Over and over. It's kind of funny and interesting to contemplate once in a while. But long term it's the same thing over and over. Either with us. Or against. No option to decide different things from the presented sides. Too much to be considered for one side. Too little to be acknowledged by the other. I can agree with being against transitioning children. Doesn't mean I don't want to take vaccines or that I don't know how they work. I can agree with being helpful to people struggling with medical issues without having to give them a billion diagnoses and just proceed to prescribe a bunch of pills. I understand the need of people to believe in a god, doesn't mean I have to live by its beliefs. I can agree with the godless without having to make everything against those who believe. Ahhh... I hope to maybe one day be able to find my people. I'm still 'young'. Maybe I'll be able to achieve that when I get to be around 25~... I guess I still have a few years